I can't seem to forget my past
I can't forget painful memories
I can't forget actions that took place
My brain represses things that it doesn't want to deal with
Once I finally think im good
Memories come back to haunt me like a nightmare
It feels like im right back in those situations
Reliving the nightmares
My own thoughts are destroying me
They say time heals all wounds but....
How much time ?
No matter how much alcohol I drink...
No matter how much weed I smoke...
No matter how many pills I pop...
I still rememberAnd the wounds still feel the same
F R E S H
No amount of apologies...
No amount of gifts...
No amount of money...
Could get me what I really want
And that's to forget
Which will probably never happen
So until I find a way to forget...
I'll be saving my money to buy the best thing never invented
A Time Machine
2 comments:
if anybody can relate i can.
they say love is pain but i say memory is more painful. without the memory there would probably be no pain. its like how are you suppose to get over a person if you cant forget them?
yea u feel me !
its one of the hardest things to do
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