Monday, April 26, 2010

One Fine Evening

You left for work for this morning as scheduled
Same time everyday
I took off work so i could set up a surprise for you
I planned on making you a nice dinner and proposing to you
It took several hours to get everything right but i wanted it to be perfect
I made all your favorite foods
Got the best wine i could find
As i was putting the finishing touches on dinner i decided to call you to see where you were
When you picked up...i heard...moaning....and what sounded like a man's voice in the background
Then i hear faintly...."i love you"
I yell your name but you don't answer
I think to myself...."she's cheating on me!!!"
AND she loves someone else!
I become enraged
I tear up the kitchen!
I throw the ring away....i didn't care about how much i paid for it!
I burn all our pictures
Then i think of a way i can get revenge
I call up one of my ex's and tell her i wanted her to come over
She agrees
She comes over in only 15 minutes
I guess she missed me
I can't get the vision of you having sex with another man out of my mind
I have sex with my ex in the living room hoping you would come home and catch us in the action so u can feel my pain
The house phone rings but i don't answer....i was in the moment
I finish my session with my ex and you STILL haven't showed up
I check my cellphone....nothing
Then i remember the house phone rung
I check it and the call was from the hospital
I start to call them back but there was a knock at the door....i run to it!
But it wasn't you...it was a police officer....with terrible news
"Sir....your girlfriend was in a terrible car accident tonight.....and......she didn't make it"
My heart drops to my feet....i cant even speak
I gather myself and say "but....i just heard her....she was with some man.....i called her"
The officer explains..."well i was with her when you called, the man you heard was most likely me....she was in terrible pain and could barely speak but she muscled up enough strength to say I LOVE YOU in the phone to you.....they were her last words...im sorry for your loss"
He leaves
I break down
Tears run out of my face like a faucet
I can't believe i thought u would do a thing like that to me
We had such big plans....how can i live without my heart?
You loved me even in your last seconds of life
And my last favor to you....was cheating.....and burning all our memories
I didn't deserve you
I don't deserve to live
I go to the bedroom and find one portrait i didn't burn
I hold it close to my chest
I reach in my drawer and grab my gun
I curse myself for everything i have done
And thank the lord for giving me the years i spent with you
You were the best thing to ever happen to me....
I cock the gun...put it to my head and dedicate my last words to you and say....
"........I LOVE YOU TOO"
*POW*

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